It feels as if my winter break.. went by in normal time, but the last week seemed rather fast. It was quite a dazed week. But..back to the beginning of the break.
My semester ended with my brother and future sister visiting for a week. It was really nice to get to spend so much time with both of them. I slept over my mom’s with them the majority of the week and saw our friends. Well, they’re only my friends with Eddie around. Otherwise, they’d just be people I know. Either way, it was very enjoyable. We even stayed overnight at Tony’s house and I found out that Tony’s girlfriend is one of my classmates that I actually have known for a while and get along with well. It kinda helped me see that hey, someone might actually like to have me around outside of school. Aimee’s an awesome person as far as I’m concerned, and she even shares a love of animals (though, surely not as deep as mine) which none of my other friends do. On the flip-side, I had a really hard time the last two days of their stay. I don’t really know if I was homesick or simply overwhelmed, but there was a lot of headache and crying. Marie gave me a whole 3 hours of talk time before I finally was stable.
Christmas wasn’t a big deal for me this year, mainly because I didn’t ask for anything, but I was hoping for something anyway. In the end I got $100 of Godiva chocolate (yummmmm) and an $8000 2006 PT Cruiser. Mommy may not be able to deal with his gift giving love, but I sure can. Having said that, I wouldn’t be able to deal with that if Albert were that way. So, I guess it’s just because it’s my dad, and he definitely does not need to play a double role, ew.
Christmas for my siblings went pretty well. I’m pretty sure I got the best deal though.
So after Christmas, Albert came over. Squeeeee~! Albert~ <3 I absolutely adore and love him if that weren’t apparent by now. And the week with him was majorly amazing. There were pretty much only two setbacks, and I think I’ll tell those first. The first, more devastating one was the night the power went out. Daddy got all serious on us about him going to bed? He was all, so what’s the situation with you going to bed. And I’m just like… Uhmmm? There’s a problem? Should there be some sort of change? and he said no! And then he went on to say there’s a problem and how about -we- tell him what the problem is? We aren’t even aware there’s a problem, how are we supposed to confront you about some nonexistent problem?! It was very hard on me. I was shaken up throughout the following day. I felt like.. I wasn’t allowed to have a boyfriend, basically.. and I was worried that maybe Daddy’d force Albert home early. It wasn’t fair at all. We’re 18, we’ve been together for over 4 years. Why are we not allowed to snuggle and lay together? By this time in my dad and mom’s relationship, they were engaged, and my dad surely had sex before. I still haven’t. Gr! It’s very frustrating. The other downside is that we had to lug around Nathan whenever we went places. Now to the good! Well, obviously, I got to snuggleeeee and physically love Albert, which I hadn’t done since before I graduated high school. It’s rather tough not being able to do that kind of thing all the time, cause then I’d be able to not around Daddy and he’s stop making me feel like crap about it. And it was eventful for only a week. We beat Tales of Symphonia: Dawn of a New World for the Wii. I enjoyed it =) We also went to the movies and saw The Tale of Despereaux because we both wanted to see it and haven’t been to the movies in forever. That was also enjoyable ^^ I also was fully responsible for getting and taking Albert to the bus station, which was scary. And we got my car the day after I got Albert. The car proves to be much more sensible travelling for one who has more than 1.5 siblings. Try four. I can seat four now, and throwing someone in the back, while dangerous, is actually plausible now. But in the week of him being here, I believe we had no communication problems.
The week after Albert had to go home, which was the week before I started classes, was at first horrible, and then less horrible but rather empty. I played the original Pokémon games this past weekend, and that was fun though. What helped me through the week, was, of course, Albert. We were on the phone for hours upon hours, playing vijeogames together and webcammed a little too.
All in all, this was one of the most eventful and long breaks I’ve ever had.
