My winter break

It feels as if my winter break.. went by in normal time, but the last week seemed rather fast. It was quite a dazed week. But..back to the beginning of the break.

My semester ended with my brother and future sister visiting for a week. It was really nice to get to spend so much time with both of them. I slept over my mom’s with them the majority of the week and saw our friends. Well, they’re only my friends with Eddie around. Otherwise, they’d just be people I know. Either way, it was very enjoyable. We even stayed overnight at Tony’s house and I found out that Tony’s girlfriend is one of my classmates that I actually have known for a while and get along with well. It kinda helped me see that hey, someone might actually like to have me around outside of school. Aimee’s an awesome person as far as I’m concerned, and she even shares a love of animals (though, surely not as deep as mine) which none of my other friends do. On the flip-side, I had a really hard time the last two days of their stay. I don’t really know if I was homesick or simply overwhelmed, but there was a lot of headache and crying. Marie gave me a whole 3 hours of talk time before I finally was stable.

Christmas wasn’t a big deal for me this year, mainly because I didn’t ask for anything, but I was hoping for something anyway. In the end I got $100 of Godiva chocolate (yummmmm) and an $8000 2006 PT Cruiser. Mommy may not be able to deal with his gift giving love, but I sure can. Having said that, I wouldn’t be able to deal with that if Albert were that way. So, I guess it’s just because it’s my dad, and he definitely does not need to play a double role, ew.

Christmas for my siblings went pretty well. I’m pretty sure I got the best deal though.

So after Christmas, Albert came over. Squeeeee~! Albert~ <3 I absolutely adore and love him if that weren’t apparent by now. And the week with him was majorly amazing. There were pretty much only two setbacks, and I think I’ll tell those first.  The first, more devastating one was the night the power went out. Daddy got all serious on us about him going to bed? He was all, so what’s the situation with you going to bed. And I’m just like… Uhmmm? There’s a problem? Should there be some sort of change? and he said no! And then he went on to say there’s a problem and how about -we- tell him what the problem is? We aren’t even aware there’s a problem, how are we supposed to confront you about some nonexistent problem?! It was very hard on me. I was shaken up throughout the following day. I felt like.. I wasn’t allowed to have a boyfriend, basically.. and I was worried that maybe Daddy’d force Albert home early. It wasn’t fair at all. We’re 18, we’ve been together for over 4 years. Why are we not allowed to snuggle and lay together? By this time in my dad and mom’s relationship, they were engaged, and my dad surely had sex before. I still haven’t. Gr! It’s very frustrating. The other downside is that we had to lug around Nathan whenever we went places. Now to the good! Well, obviously, I got to snuggleeeee and physically love Albert, which I hadn’t done since before I graduated high school. It’s rather tough not being able to do that kind of thing all the time, cause then I’d be able to not around Daddy and he’s stop making me feel like crap about it. And it was eventful for only a week. We beat Tales of Symphonia: Dawn of a New World for the Wii. I enjoyed it =) We also went to the movies and saw The Tale of Despereaux because we both wanted to see it and haven’t been to the movies in forever. That was also enjoyable ^^ I also was fully responsible for getting and taking Albert to the bus station, which was scary. And we got my car the day after I got Albert. The car proves to be much more sensible travelling for one who has more than 1.5 siblings. Try four. I can seat four now, and throwing someone in the back, while dangerous, is actually plausible now. But in the week of him being here, I believe we had no communication problems.

The week after Albert had to go home, which was the week before I started classes, was at first horrible, and then less horrible but rather empty. I played the original Pokémon games this past weekend, and that was fun though. What helped me through the week, was, of course, Albert. We were on the phone for hours upon hours, playing vijeogames together and webcammed a little too.

All in all, this was one of the most eventful and long breaks I’ve ever had.

Catsup

Sooooo…. it’s been a longer while. Like, a month! =D School is going very well. I have a 102% in English as of now. I won’t after this upcoming essay, but that’s okay, cause it ought to still be an A. In precalc I’m not doing so hot, I definitely have a C. Tomorrow I’m doing this… uhmmm…AMATYC test for EC though =D Circuit Analysis, is -really- circuit analysis xD We actually have to figure out where the electricity flows and figure out how fast and how much! It can be confusing. Luckily! I get what we’re doing. Speaking of which, I imagine I have an A in the class… I don’t recall how weighted things workkkkk so I don’t have it figured out. In programming! I imagine I have an A in that, since, we’ve only had two tests and the first one I got an A on.. I dunno about the second, we see them tomorrow.

Tony’s been missing class a number of times and it’s making me concerned. I asked him about it today and he said he’s not purposely doing it! That’s so sad =( He also said that he probably is failing English, and that makes me sad too xD;

Friday, October 24, 2008 @ 4:40 p.m. marks the day Pleasure gave birth to two kittens! The first kitten (which was born at that time xD) is a boy, and we named him Kaisai! That is sooooo fun to say! The second kitten was born after… 6? We’re surprised that she’s alive. We named her Joy =) I was kinda disappointed that Pleasure only had one kitten, cause I thought she’d have two. And then she had a kitten after we left! Yay! Mommy said we’re probably going to end up keeping both xD But they’re allllllll getting fixed ASAP.

Happy mommy with her babies, Kaisai and Joy.

So, where are the babies?!

Kaisai and Joy look just like their mommy!

Speaking of Mommy, her babies’ daddies are withholding her babies from her. It is sad. I miss Caitlyn =( Of the reasons I know, I think it’s really stupid that Rob would say they can’t be there because it’s unsanitary, and because Mary was going to a christian preschool. The place was even dirtier when he lived there, and at least a christian surrounding would positively influence them. I mean, the courts believe that it’s better for the children to be with a parent instead of at day care and yet, what is Rob doing?! Sending them to day care! Another thing is that both Rob and Mary Ann are not physically fit to keep them under control. Gr =( I don’t really know what Daddy’s problem is. I get that he doesn’t want Lisa and Nathan to be alone at home. I get that he doesn’t really want them around my mom’s current boyfriend(s). But saying that Mommy can’t be trusted and that everything she does has ulterior motives? Come on. How could she be plotting things with hidden motives when she can’t even comprehend things at that level? Neither of us are capable of thinking that a person is doing something with an intent beyond the face value.

On a much more happier subject! Albert and I are doing very well. Albert’s trusting me moreeee and I’m being more opennnn and he’s being pretty positive for October! I’m just really happy that I’ve finally gotten to the point where I can tell him everything. And the trust thing is awesome. Not cause I’m gonna go off being untrustworthy xP It’s because! I don’t have to worry about being wrongly accused. That worry probably made me seem more suspicious xD But yea, I don’t worry about that anymore.

The Grump

I want Albert. *cry*

But I’m grumpy, so he left. And I am sad. Instead of “I dunno” it’s a yes. You can stay.

Stuff happened with Steph and Edgar. That makes me sad too.

I’m doing stuff tomorrow. I need to be productive.

Second Ride

Well, when I went over to Tony’s to go to college, it was rainy and Tony was sympathetic and kind enough to drive again =) That made me feel happy. I got his seatbelt to fit me this time ^^ I enjoy riding with him even though his car is a bit dangerous.. Uhm… if the windows are closed, you just continually smell exhaust =/ Also, it’s really loud all the time and it makes you talk funny if the car’s just sitting, like, at a red light.. Makes you sound as if you’re talking into a fan kind of thing xD The other reason aside from rain is that I didn’t clean out the truck well enough for us to fit. He drove through the whole uhm… parking thing.. I dunno what they’re called. Those things where it’s a ‘building’ for parking. We went all the way to the roof with no success.. it’s about.. uhm… six? floors. On our way down, though, there was a space on the second floor =) He was a little irked cause it’s frustrating maneuvering his huge car in a space.. he had to back out and try again four times (or ten in his mind =) ).

Class was fine. I got my account all Wubbzy and purplefied =) That is, I transferred my current theme to school. I are very happy that that worked! Mr. Sunyata spent like… a half hour trying to get his stuff to work xD And then we went over switches. I don’t quite understand, but when I read the book, I will =) He said he’d give us class time to finish our lab two since it’s so long. There’s more variables than there are numbers being processed xDD It’s ridiculous!

On our drive home, there were a lot of cop cars alongside the road. Oh yea! When we were stopped at a red light, this big guy with a big truck yelled over to Tony “WHAT YEAR?!” and I was alll “Ahhhhh! e.e” and Tony said “68!” and then we laughed cause I was startled! And the Big man said sorry. He was big like… I ride a motorcycle big! Or in this case, I drive a monster truck big xD It wasn’t a monster truck, but, you get the idea =) Oh, we also decided that I shall drive us Thursday. Maybe this’ll be more long term than I thought last night xD It’s good for me. I mean, I’m not lonely, he hates driving just as much as me, or I guess more than xD and waiting for him to do his class gives me time to focus on precalc work! That is good. Oh, and I’m getting out of the house just like Daddy says I should.

Once I got home! I cleaned out the truck. There was a lot of interesting things in there. there were these blades that I totally coulda thrown and killed someone with. I also found a lot of other metal plates that could hurt and a utility knifeeee <3333 I don’t think I’ll be keeping that knife with me even though they are very helpful. There’s also a snazzy flashlight, and that I will be keeping in there. There were two car chargers for our cellphones since all motorollas seem to use the same. Oh, and I found out, if you pull this lever thing on the side of the seats, the seats come forward and reveal a small space to hold things! I think our bags could fit there. They were full of blueprint things, so we couldn’t have used them today even if I had found out earlier. I didn’t clear out all of Daddy’s stuff in the little, dirty armrest thing cause uhm… I was afraid I’d mess something up. Oh yeaaaaa. I found out what is in the bed of the truck. There’s a little ecosystem under that cover xD It stinks and the first thing I saw was a tiny creepy crawlie that looked like a chubby, short centipede. Aside from… I’m guessing mulch leftovers that create a nice living environment for bugs, there’s also some sort of toolbox thing and beer boxes.. uhm, canned beer boxes, not from glass bottles, cause Daddy drinks beer from a can!

Well, I think that’s all. I wanna post about two things that Stephie has on her blog, so I think I will tomorrow. I need to get to sleep for college and! I said g’night to Albert a little over ten minutes ago. (Sorry Alberttt ;-; I love youuu <3 I really needed to finish this post now so I wouldn’t lose my spunk.) Albert introduced me to a new song that’s an OP for the anime he just started watching, and it’s helping in making me feel really happy xD Can you tell from my obsessive compulsive smilies everywhere?! =D Anyway. Until tomorrow!

My birthday! <3 And others.

Firstly, Happy Belated Birthday to meeeeee aka Celiaaaaa =D It was the 3rd, and I’m finally 18! My birthday was the bestest birthday evarrrrrr <3 Albert was selfless and extremely supportive, and he made sure I was satisfied alllll dayyyyy ^^ He was also! The very first to realize it was my birthday and say “Happy Birthday!” to me =) I received 2 or 4 more happy birthdays before sleeping =) At school! I got at least two, one from Josh and one from Moriah. I don’t recall if I even saw Tim.. My classes were pleasant anyway. Once I got home, I relaxed a bit, got on iScribble! I have two my birthday themed pics done by my favorite friendssss <3 (First pic, Second pic) Unfortunately, once I was told about the second one, everyone had to go to bed =( I also tried playing on neopets in hopes of getting an awesome random event. While it wasn’t my b-day in Neopian standard time, but it was in my time, I obtained my very first paint brush xD I didn’t get any random events whilst having my birthday theme. Maybe I’ll have better luck on Neopets’ birthday =) I also got two phonecalls and Mommy’s crew visited. I got an icky cake from her as a sub for Daddy being too tired or something. The visit was nice anyway. I don’t really remember my night.

Thursday!~ Programming class was okie dokie. I learned that I had to still submit the labs even if I don’t go Friday. I wasn’t aware of that, but it was okay anyway =) The lab was easy. I like how the teacher reviews everything, lol. I can’t help but laugh when he says “What shall we dooooo” as if he actually has no clue what he’s doing xD I think… he knows what to do, but has to give a really good thought about it first. Oh yea! I had Tony drive me there, lol. It was nice. I enjoy riding with him. Unfortunately! It seems he doesn’t wanna continue doing so. Oh well =( At the very least, it eliminated awkwardness :x The only negative of riding with him is that I get home later, so, less Albert timeeeee. I remembered that I ought to scan my book for Moriah before I left.. I’m so good at being chronological xD Yeaaaa that’s all I’ve got to say. Oh wait! I also returned Grammie’s b-day call. Yea, she was one of the two calls, but she called while Mommy was visiting.

Fridayyyyyy. It was fine. I wented to math and my parking spot wasn’t all that bad. We went over composition functions (f o g or f of g of x xD).. The class took way too much time going over homework =/ It was pretty boring. Math class is boring when we aren’t taking notes. I’m kinda irked that some lameface calculus people are in our class cause they wanna use the easy way of doing things that we aren’t allowed to do. After class I went home and got some papers to take to the Financial Aid department. I talked to the other person that works in there, and he was more helpful than the lady that’s been helping. I ended up having to call Daddy to request a full script thing of all that he paid. But, ah well. We’re closer to being done.

Saturdayyyyy Was Daddy’s birthday! He’s uhm… I think46 but he wouldn’t tell me. In celebration, he made me my birthday cake xD So freaking awesome. Best cake ever :P That’s the only significant thing I remember.

Sundayyyyyy aka yesterday. I remembered that I had two online quizzes to take! Both of my first tries I got one question of ten wrong, but the second time I got all ten right =)

Now for today. I woke up to Grammie calling me and asking if I knew where Mommy was -.-; But at least she woke me up. I woke up late =( I got to college in okay time though. I found out that Dr. Wilson gives quizzes on the readings he assigns. I didn’t read since… I’ve already taken this class (AP English Rhetoric and Composition) and it was much harder than this too. But he takes the best four quiz grades, so it won’t count against me, yay =D About 20 minutes in to class, we had to evacuate cause the k-9 patrol gave a positive to explosive deviceness. We had to stay out for 2 hours, so, just in time for my next class! Math, we spent the whole freaking class going over problems T_T I drew a list of cute rodents in the meantime. Oh yea, class was in a different room. It oddly smelt faintly like skunk =/ But! it had AC and it was much bigger =) Yay for that! OH! And it had -comfortable- desks. The other class has desks for like middle school. They’re cheap on the desks D: But the positive, it pushed the test to Friday instead of Wednesday =) In CA, we did more boring stuff. I found out that the homework said to be due today is due next week, but, oh well, I’m done now =D My first lab’ll be Wednesday 3= Marie got on early! Yay~! Tomorrow, Tony’s having me drive us to wilmington. I was considering calling it off, but I bet it’ll be beneficial.

I know it’s only three days….

..and it can’t be helped, but I really miss Albert. Good thing he said he’d come home between tonight and tomorrow. It’s not fun when Albert isn’t around.. It’s hard to sleep and do what I need to do. Yea, I don’t really have anything else to say.. I just.. yea, really miss him =(

Also, I will be posting about yesterday, and pretending it was posted yesterday :P